I’m still mourning the death of my father.  I feel very drained, emotionally and physically.

It’s a grief that will be with me for the rest of my life.  I know this from having lost some very wonderful friends.   The longing softens, but it never ends.

Even though it’s tempting to close the curtains and cry all day, it’s important for me to soldier on with my life.

Tomorrow night I have a nightlife hosting gig, and I’m going to be sparkly and witty and gay.  I am an actress.